I didn't sleep again last night... Once again anticipating disaster? I know I will be able to catch a delirious bit of a siesta later this afternoon, but this only makes me feel worse. Spending every minute of my life in oblivion of exhaustion and anxiety. I don't draw or paint anymore. I don't do ANYTHING anymore. I might as well be dead.
I've been there. It is so easy to lose yourself while taking care of everyone else. To not be connected to your passion in life makes you rather numb.
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