Thursday, February 11, 2010
So its been ten days since I've been here. I didn't really want to come now.I've been, blah to say the least. I always am this time of year. Tomorrow is my 29Th birthday. Its depressing. Not the aging. I don't really care about that so much. Just , well a million other things. So honestly I'm only even here just to prove to my self I can keep up on SOMETHING! I've also done my daily work out for five days straight! Yay me ;p. Baby steps I say BABY STEPS. Well I think I'll leave you all now with those final titillating words for thought ;). I am going to go climb back into bed (hopefully) I've gotten all of a half an hour of sleep.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
Ramblings Of the Slightly Insane Delusional Sleep Deprived Zombie Coffee-Couldn't-Save-Me-Now........
The insomnia gets worse the closer my "time-of-the-month" comes. Last night (I can't even call it last night its nearly 8 am and I haven't gone to bed yet!) I layed in bed so tired my eyes burned when I opened them... praying for sleep.. But my brain and body conspired against me and refused to release me.
Thank goodness I have today off. But I don't have TIME to be sleeping all day!
This atrocity goes on all month getting increasingly worse the closer "IT" comes.
I don't know what to do. I feel like I am going nuts!
Then of course there are the (few) nights I could possibly get a little sleep and my dear darling sweet baby boy decides he wants to get up every hour.
My BF has some kind of weird sleeping disorder where he can not keep his eyes open after a certain point. So he can't really ever get up with baby. And on the occasion I make him I have to stay up anyway because he (BF) is falling over with baby in his lap.
I am losing my mind!! Okay well I guess I said my piece? :O
Have to go wake up the darling daughter for school.
Baby has a cold. He is sleeping like an angel...
Jokes on me...